The quote that stuck with me the most from the trailer?
“Confronting fear is the destiny of the Jedi.”
Because I’ve faced my greatest fear, finding my Dad’s lifeless body at home.
The image that made me gasp?
Similar to the first image of a Star Destroyer in the original film, which had the same effect, more or less, on 10-year old me.
The bit of music that hit me in the feels?
Tie between Yoda’s theme during Threepio’s line:
“Taking one last look sir… at my friends.”
And the overly-triumphant Star Wars main theme during the latter half of the trailer.
A friend said that I have 2 months to get ready for this film, after I stated that I wasn’t ready.
After watching the trailer more than a dozen times, sleeping on it, letting it permeate my dreams, and waking up on Dad’s birthday, I think I may actually be ready for this.
I’m just not. Because this is a saga that I’ve followed since childhood and through my teen and adult life. And ending it seems to tell me that I have to be an adult now.
To be honest, I wasn’t expecting much. I had stopped watching about a season or two ago, I think. When was Michael Emerson first introduced?
Anyways, the episode was pretty nuts, with Oliver on a parallel world posing as himself, and all the slight changes on that world due to his absence.
I couldn’t follow the flash forward stuff because I don’t know the background behind these characters. I guess I can either read up or watch a few episodes from last season.
But what really got me was the ending, and the red skies and the antimatter cloud annihilating everything it touches, just like in the comics.
Or even the year I got Baron Karza for my birthday (he was in his box on the kitchen table when I came downstairs for breakfast).
1977 was the first year that I seriously started to pay attention to baseball.
I considered myself a baseball fan since I was 4-5 years old, because on weekends we seemed to live at the ballpark, especially if there was a Sunday doubleheader. I never paid attention to the games as much as my parents and my brother did back then. I was more interested in when the next time the food vendors would come by our section (General Admission 28).
But two things happened in 1977 that changed the way I saw baseball.
The first was the premiere of “This Week In Baseball”.
Aside from the occasional Giants game, and that day in 1974 when we saw Hank Aaron break the all time-home run record, I’d never seen anything like TWiB, a weekly recap show of baseball, much like the older “NFL Game of the Week” show that would come on in the afternoon on Saturday, after cartoons.
TWiB introduced stars of the game who I was not familiar with, since we only ever saw the Giants on TV. And the dulcet tones of Mel Allen’s voice made the recaps somewhat exciting.
How about that?
The other thing that happened in 1977 was Chris Speier being traded away from the Giants to the Expos.
Speier was my favorite player on the Giants since my first exposure to baseball, which started my ‘root for the Giants player with your first name and last initial’ thing.
I don’t know if I ever rooted for Tim Foli. I simply couldn’t, because he took the place of my boyhood idol.
I think I ended up picking either Johnnie Lemaster (another shortstop) or Jack Clark or Bill Madlock or John Montefusco as my new favorite Giants player, mostly because they had cool sounding names.
Years later Speier came back to the Giants, just in time to watch them become a contender in the late 1980s. By then my ongoing love for baseball had become a permanent thing.
Last day of this exercise, and like all of our past RPG campaigns, I don’t know how to end it.
As far as I’m concerned, all of our past campaigns are still ongoing, since we never formally ended any of them.
I had mentioned an ending to our West End Games Star Wars campaign, where my bounty hunter turned the rest of the party over to the Empire and collected the bounty. But who’s to say that that was the last story to be told? Maybe they escaped. Maybe it was a setup to get into a maximum security facility to free another Rebel operative.
Heh, I just made that last one up. Too bad we never played it out.
On that note, I hope all of your future gaming sessions are memorable ones.
Because in the end, that’s what we’ll carry with us.
