Catharsis

20 minutes ago:

Brain: Do it.
Heart: No, Chris, it’s too painful!
Brain: He must.  It will help him.
Heart: You’re right, dammit.

I went to youtube.com and played the ending to Field of Dreams.

It hurt.  I ugly cried for a good while.  3 minutes?  5?  Lost track of time.

I love you, Dad.  I miss you.

I’m probably not going to watch this movie again for a while.